its a sad thing...-deb

its a sad thing, life
a barrier of everything
why cant it just be a slip and slide
everytime i slip i bleed
caught on the rocks
my tarp isnt thick enough i guess


did you want me to carry you?
why didnt you say something?
you said that love was enough,
but it never works out
all i wanted was to fly

i was never trying to reach for the sky
i dont think ill ever reach that high...
then what do you do when you get there
the only place to go is down
so why dont we just go down now?
instead of the slow fight we never win
a tugging sensation on our minds
never quite going away
i would rather drown peacefully
than die trying...what did the trying do
but make the pain last longer.
thats all life is, pain
pain ever shooting through our bodies
as they decay
soon tucked 6 feet under

2 Sisters

the phone rang
once...
twice...
staring into the night
i could not locate
the sound
what would i do
but search throught the darkness
holding out my hands
reaching my fingers
i try to find thea answer
i know there is hope
on the other end of the line
i am so close
but i cannot touch cannot reach
my lifeline
its been cut short...
dont stop ringing
dont stop waiting for me
let me find you

the phone rang once...-Deb

the phone rang once...
twice...
staring into the night
i could not locate
the sound
what would i do
but search throught the darkness
reaching my hands
letting my fingers try
to feel...
i know there is hope
on the other end of the line
i am so close
but i cannot touch
cannot reach
my lifeline
its been cut short...
dont stop ringing
dont stop waiting for me
let me find you